Hey! Its been pretty long since i made a post. Can't find the time to. Last two weeks were mundane. hmmm can't really remember much, i've sucha bad brain.

The week before this.... bland and i had quite a big squabble, almost broke up but we managed to save our relationship in the end. i don't know why sometimes we get ourselves down into all these for no apparent reason :(
Studied with bland after school.
Got a top and a tote with mom.
Studied with colette on wednesdays before ballet for two long hours.
Went shopping with yvett and bri last sunday, got pumps.
Hui's coming back for school again this year. *Babe i know the people and all are kinda different now, and cx won't be in school anymore but thats not the whole point. We're gonna work very hard to do well kay? This year's so not going to be the same as last's!*
Went out with bland for dinner on friday, it was our third month. But it sucked pretty much that day. I guess it was my fault for keeping from you all this while hun, but i really didn't know what to do. Glad everything's okay now. I'm sorry hun.
I don't know why but i'm already started with poker cards, i even brought it to school and played in assembly. Think i'm all ready for the new year gambling hehe :D
Had abit of soccer with abigail, daryl and all on thurs.
Helped to bring the old folks from the temple opp our school over to watch the cny performance yesterday, they're super cute esp the one me and wayne were to take care of. Her name's 'Ah eng'. She speaks cantonese but i didn't know how to. Luckily wayne could. And she told wayne that one of her son commited sucide, but she still seemed like one of the strongest,happiest person among all of them. Another one talked bout how many children she's got but none wants to take care of her. My heart sorta ached when i see these people. Its like they weren't wanted. I'd never leave my parents in a home.
Hmmm... Oh and i closed my tongue piercing. guess i'm tired of it already :)
Thats that much i can remember.

Damn. The neighbours here aren't very nice. Stuck up and all. They complain for every single thing, like when we were renovating and today they complained about knight's barking. I mean come on, you'd expect noises during renovations and duh, dogs obviously barks right? Well knight doesn't bark that much for nothing too tho anyways. and i don't think calling the police will do much help to you either dude.
It sucks when your neighbours are like that..

Shopped with suyin and shili/chilli yesterday, they got their stuff but i didn't get anything! i'm soo choosy.
Bland came over at night and while watcing tv, we ended up sleeping in the living room with the tv on til 4 plus in the morn! Folks were fast asleep by then, think they didn't know cuz they wouldn't allow that. And that pig finally woke up and cycle home. (he really sleeps like a pig)
Went to siglap cc in the morning today to help out again, there was an event for the elderly. This time there were more of them, from different homes. Tried to communicate with them. Its when they say thank you and just by seeing them smile, really makes your heart full. Makes me wana reach out to them more. May God be with them always...
Went to pp with mom in the afternoon and finally got one more top i needed. yay.

Church and reunion dinner tomorrow, off to bed now.
Happy cny!

xoxo

Been a week at school now. and its already so stressing! i've become so lazy to study. english is getting harder, ss too. i don't know if i can do it this year...


Did nothing much this week.....

work on monday and today - which is my last day yayyyyyy.
extra classes started already, how sucky.
went to town on tuesday after school to see if i could get anything for the new year - currently, i've only got a pair of skirt.
ballet increased to 3 times a week now, but that also means i'll get to see cow cow colette more.
braces appointment, and i got my teeth filed! so that my teeth can be pushed inwards more. it didn't hurt but i've got some stupid rubber on and it hurts bad man. until now.
had a really bad day on thurs by some teachers in school.
baby cycle over to watch movies at night....


i need to get my new stufffffff, my sis's like done gettin em already. bland too. and he's gona buy another shoe?? like wth baby are you retarded, you've already got 19 pair of shoes!!


probably gona start shoppping tomorrow


gees i need the motivation to study too. i can't get starteddddd!



S.O.S..........



and gahhhh i feel like apple strudles now! alrighty off to find some food, i'm starving.
Laters!



xoxo

HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

2008 was pretty sucky for me initially, but it got better during the last few months.
yo 2009, please be a good year for me.

School started..... how great. the holidays seemed so short! i wish they were longer. its kinda funny to think i'm gona be 17 this year.
spent new year at batam with mom's side. went off on the 30th and just got back yesterday. what really sucked is that i can't spend new year with baby :(

overall batam was awesome.
especially the water sports. jet ski, banana boat, parasailing.
jet ski and parasailing was the shit! i had flying fox that day too. the line goes from the top of the hotel. my first time flying.
then there were like two little monkeys locked at the watersports area. and i played with them! but the girl monkey pulled my hair cos she didn't like girls:/ the guy was really naughty. really cute.

the next day was new year eve. had go kart in the morning. went to the stupid shopping center in the afternoon. there was nothing good there. we were all like falling asleep when we walked around. haha! but really.
at night there was this dinner at the hotel. dress code: 70s.
i didn't brought any retro stuff. but they gave us those cute sunglass. the food was pretty sucky. there were games and my gramps got chosen, they had to like burst the balloon in the shortest time with their body pressed together and stuff! haha!! then the live band played all the 70s music which was great! and everyone started going upfront and danced. me and my cousins went crazy. haha. i can't believe my dad danced too.
after counting down, we went to outside to the beach and set the fireworks we bought. it was like whoaa, really loud, really close, real awesome. great experience! got back to the hotel bout 2 plus to bathe. played cards with eunice and all til 4+.

next day was the day we're leaving, but befo that we had cable ski-ing! was tough man. its tougher than wakeboarding, cos the launching part sucks. i didn't even go for a round, my bro did. now my arms are still aching like shit!
left the place bout 3.
batam was great (:
think thats bout it, i'm sleepyyyy :/


Some of the pics.. didn't take during the watersports. boohoo.

Rock N Roll

the whole family was shakin it

the awesome fireworks we made.

xoxo

Hello earthlings!

I just got back from church youth camp. it was blandon's church actually. CCK(Chapel of Christ the King). well...it was GREAT (:
honestly i've never been to a chirstian church before, i only follow mom to catholic churches since i was little. so this was a whole new thing for me. i didn't plan on going actually, cos i had work and stuff. but i made a decision to go in the end. so i went...
i felt pretty awkward on the first day cuz i didn't really know anyone there. but after awhile, i felt really comfortable b'cuz everyone there were really warm people, esp my group: PEAR! haha.
on that day we had amazing race and games etc. my leg already ached like hell that night.
the next day was pretty relaxed. there were games, devotion, praise and worship, sermon everyday. but it was different on the second day, like pastor spoke to open our hearts to the Lord that night. for the first time, i really felt God's presence. what the pastor said really touched me and most others there. some started crying and all (including me). some prayed for each other, and penny prayed for my problems. i really felt it that night.
on the 3rd day, was more on learning a dance, preparing each group skits and stuff for the fun night, which was on that night.
my group's skit was super retarded! damn lame and i couldn't stop laughing. after that there were more games and we had like karaoke session in the chapel. funny huh. haha. but it was really fun when some of us jumped around and bland forever shouting in the mic. everyone stayed up late that night. i slept at 4.

Overall... i really enjoyed the camp very much. starting to miss it already...
i don't know baby but you were being pretty cold and all at times during the camp, if its something wrong i did i'm sorry. but thank you sweetie for pulling me in this camp. b'cos it made quite a great impact in my life.
and thru this camp, i learnt so much more about Him, how deeply He loves us. i feel closer to God now, after drifting pretty far from Him for months. and i'm glad (:
Praise to you Lord!



Psalms 23.
Even though i walk through the valley of death, I will fear no evil, for you are
with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.




xoxo

Merry Christmas!

one of my favourite time of the year.... (: (:


Christmas eve.
like every year, the whole fam(dad's side) will come over to my place to celebrate, and open our presents only at 12. invited bland and aikkai too. mmm this year we had honey baked ham, roasted chicken, shepherd's pie etc, aunt jane made pasta which has white wine in it too. mom was upset that her shepherd's pie didn't taste that good. (but i think its fine mom:) really) every year yve me ren and bri gets less excited on opening the presents. haha we were way
more impatient when we were little, anticipating dolls and toys.

Today went over to aunt betty's place to celebrate with my mom's side. food was awesome as usual. i was pretty tired and i slept for bout and hour. i got more presents here than yesterday :D

santarina eating the ham yo

bells and angel

as you can see my crib is still under stupid construction... ugh.

alrighty i'm off to bed now. i've got church camp tmoz till monday.

merry christmas yall!

xoxo

A2 + A2 + B3. I've got 7 points. good? bad? i think i did bad. okay i'm not gona talk about it. pissed :(

its a monday,had work. met up with hui after that and headed to town to catch twilight. it was freakin full so we only got the front row, which kinda suck. cos my neck's sorta hurtin now. but i think the movie was pretty good. i expected worse b'cos my sister and couz told me it was a dissapointment. edward's dad,carlisle was much more hotter than edward :D the baseball part was really cool. and jacob would look much hotter if he hadn't had that that wig on. haha he was cute lil shark boy back a few yrs...
after the show we had dinner. then walked around and hui got lingerie.. again! haha and i looked for what to buy bland for christmas. but i couldn't find any good stuff in the end..
got home bout 12, there was zouk that night but nahhh. good girl^^ and i just recovered from some weird sickness.


speaking of weird sickness i havent talked bout that. it started when we all got back on saturday. nothin much. but everyone got sick on sunday. i was suppose to go for ballet lesson in the morning but i couldn't get up, i was feeling too weak to even move. and soon enough diarrhoea came, and vomiting too. realising ren,grandma,yve has got the same thing too. mom got a pretty high fever. we thot its either food poisoning or some virus. bland came over to 'nurse me to health'. he made me ate chinese pills and some sick powder down. but it worked cos i felt all better the next day..... thanks hun!

SEBANA SEBANA SEBANA.

it's spelled sebana by the way not sabana. haha!

DAY 1

picked yve and all up and headed to sembawang yacht club. dad moved the yacht there cos there was no space to park the yacht at changi. i think i still prefer the changi one! got on board soon and we headed to sea immigration thingy before we got into malaysian waters. turns out they were on a boat. so we had to pass our passports to them by a fishing net, it was really cute. haha. they didn't even bother to check the people on board- i guess this is how mas selamat got away. when they're done with the passports, we continued to head to sebana. when we're about to reach soon, grandpa got down to wakeboard... AGAIN. its so unfair he always gets to do it but we don't. soon we reached. we took bout 2 hrs or less? i can't remember but it felt pretty short. dad parked the yacht and we were served with welcome drinks- fruit punch! checked in and all, then we headed for our rooms. 3 rooms in total. and they were big man, the toilet was whooo. yve ren bri and i wanted to have one room to ourselves but my folks think its really weird to sleep with yve's and yve's thinks so too. so we decided we could move to sleep in my gramps at night. haha and thats what we did, moved all the extra beds there. then we went to check out the pool and decided to swim. played dodge ball and water polo. it was already late evening when we bathed, so we had dinner at the restaurant. i think the food wasn't that awes. after that we headed back to yve's room to watch her favourite show. me and bri kept insultin how annoyingly dramatic it was. haha! after that.... we went out to star gaze. cos there were a hell lot of stars there. it was really beautiful.

DAY 2

aunt jane and uncle tim made instant noodles for breakfast at their room for everybody. afterthat we called cabs to bring us to the out of the resort and to a little town nearby. it was 30RM/cab to and fro if i'm not wrong. me and bri were so hoping there was like a shopping center or somethin. but so much for goin out of the resort. it was all little shops. we walked around and as usual got LOADS of bubblegum. then we went to this restaurant and had our lunch. the adults were nuts! they ordered A LOT of dishes. i think its the first time in my life having so many dishes for lunch. thr were lobsters, fish, omelettes, hotplates, noodles, cockles and loads mo. yvett kept complaining how cruel we were to eat the lobster.... she's nuts. haha. when we headed back to the hotel, it was already late afternoon. wanted to tan abit but the sun wasn't strong enough and the pool side was pretty full. so we played volleyball at the resort's court.

and this was the best part, the sun went down and our folks arranged for us to go see fireflies. only all of us kids plus grandpa went b'cos the little boat could take up bout only 7 people,so the adults and grandma didn't go. the boat ride was really nice like it was cold and dark but you could still see the reddish sky on the west. soon we saw little lights glowing and twinkling on the mangroves. they were just like christmas lights! the man stopped the boat and we all started catching the fireflies and putting it into our plastic bags that we brought along. everyone were like competing to get the fireflies, and it was pretty scary cos the boat always seemed like it was gona rock over. after bout half an hour or more, we rode back to the resort. and i think i got the most fireflies! when we were back in the light, the fireflies looked just like cockroaches. had dinner and all, then in the end we decided to let the fireflies free :D

DAY 3

got up and realised it was too late to go cycling already. so went to wash up and

my fam had room delivery breakfast. the rest went for the breakfast buffet. haha. yve said they sneaked some pancakes out cos the buffet was about to end soon, and grandpa was like literally stuffing up his pockets. checked out and all that bout 12 and we headed to the yacht. stopped by a water house- i think its called a kelong or smth. the adults wanted to buy some fresh fish home. so we got down and some of em tried to fish for it. yve and me just sat at the little house, and she went complaining bout how mean it was to catch the fish. (but guess wud... she ate em too in the end haha) we caught bout 7 fishes in total. then set off home after. okay i'm really tired to continue, ill just let the pictures talk yeah?

xoxo