Hello earthlings!

I just got back from church youth camp. it was blandon's church actually. CCK(Chapel of Christ the King). well...it was GREAT (:
honestly i've never been to a chirstian church before, i only follow mom to catholic churches since i was little. so this was a whole new thing for me. i didn't plan on going actually, cos i had work and stuff. but i made a decision to go in the end. so i went...
i felt pretty awkward on the first day cuz i didn't really know anyone there. but after awhile, i felt really comfortable b'cuz everyone there were really warm people, esp my group: PEAR! haha.
on that day we had amazing race and games etc. my leg already ached like hell that night.
the next day was pretty relaxed. there were games, devotion, praise and worship, sermon everyday. but it was different on the second day, like pastor spoke to open our hearts to the Lord that night. for the first time, i really felt God's presence. what the pastor said really touched me and most others there. some started crying and all (including me). some prayed for each other, and penny prayed for my problems. i really felt it that night.
on the 3rd day, was more on learning a dance, preparing each group skits and stuff for the fun night, which was on that night.
my group's skit was super retarded! damn lame and i couldn't stop laughing. after that there were more games and we had like karaoke session in the chapel. funny huh. haha. but it was really fun when some of us jumped around and bland forever shouting in the mic. everyone stayed up late that night. i slept at 4.

Overall... i really enjoyed the camp very much. starting to miss it already...
i don't know baby but you were being pretty cold and all at times during the camp, if its something wrong i did i'm sorry. but thank you sweetie for pulling me in this camp. b'cos it made quite a great impact in my life.
and thru this camp, i learnt so much more about Him, how deeply He loves us. i feel closer to God now, after drifting pretty far from Him for months. and i'm glad (:
Praise to you Lord!



Psalms 23.
Even though i walk through the valley of death, I will fear no evil, for you are
with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.




xoxo

Merry Christmas!

one of my favourite time of the year.... (: (:


Christmas eve.
like every year, the whole fam(dad's side) will come over to my place to celebrate, and open our presents only at 12. invited bland and aikkai too. mmm this year we had honey baked ham, roasted chicken, shepherd's pie etc, aunt jane made pasta which has white wine in it too. mom was upset that her shepherd's pie didn't taste that good. (but i think its fine mom:) really) every year yve me ren and bri gets less excited on opening the presents. haha we were way
more impatient when we were little, anticipating dolls and toys.

Today went over to aunt betty's place to celebrate with my mom's side. food was awesome as usual. i was pretty tired and i slept for bout and hour. i got more presents here than yesterday :D

santarina eating the ham yo

bells and angel

as you can see my crib is still under stupid construction... ugh.

alrighty i'm off to bed now. i've got church camp tmoz till monday.

merry christmas yall!

xoxo

A2 + A2 + B3. I've got 7 points. good? bad? i think i did bad. okay i'm not gona talk about it. pissed :(

its a monday,had work. met up with hui after that and headed to town to catch twilight. it was freakin full so we only got the front row, which kinda suck. cos my neck's sorta hurtin now. but i think the movie was pretty good. i expected worse b'cos my sister and couz told me it was a dissapointment. edward's dad,carlisle was much more hotter than edward :D the baseball part was really cool. and jacob would look much hotter if he hadn't had that that wig on. haha he was cute lil shark boy back a few yrs...
after the show we had dinner. then walked around and hui got lingerie.. again! haha and i looked for what to buy bland for christmas. but i couldn't find any good stuff in the end..
got home bout 12, there was zouk that night but nahhh. good girl^^ and i just recovered from some weird sickness.


speaking of weird sickness i havent talked bout that. it started when we all got back on saturday. nothin much. but everyone got sick on sunday. i was suppose to go for ballet lesson in the morning but i couldn't get up, i was feeling too weak to even move. and soon enough diarrhoea came, and vomiting too. realising ren,grandma,yve has got the same thing too. mom got a pretty high fever. we thot its either food poisoning or some virus. bland came over to 'nurse me to health'. he made me ate chinese pills and some sick powder down. but it worked cos i felt all better the next day..... thanks hun!

SEBANA SEBANA SEBANA.

it's spelled sebana by the way not sabana. haha!

DAY 1

picked yve and all up and headed to sembawang yacht club. dad moved the yacht there cos there was no space to park the yacht at changi. i think i still prefer the changi one! got on board soon and we headed to sea immigration thingy before we got into malaysian waters. turns out they were on a boat. so we had to pass our passports to them by a fishing net, it was really cute. haha. they didn't even bother to check the people on board- i guess this is how mas selamat got away. when they're done with the passports, we continued to head to sebana. when we're about to reach soon, grandpa got down to wakeboard... AGAIN. its so unfair he always gets to do it but we don't. soon we reached. we took bout 2 hrs or less? i can't remember but it felt pretty short. dad parked the yacht and we were served with welcome drinks- fruit punch! checked in and all, then we headed for our rooms. 3 rooms in total. and they were big man, the toilet was whooo. yve ren bri and i wanted to have one room to ourselves but my folks think its really weird to sleep with yve's and yve's thinks so too. so we decided we could move to sleep in my gramps at night. haha and thats what we did, moved all the extra beds there. then we went to check out the pool and decided to swim. played dodge ball and water polo. it was already late evening when we bathed, so we had dinner at the restaurant. i think the food wasn't that awes. after that we headed back to yve's room to watch her favourite show. me and bri kept insultin how annoyingly dramatic it was. haha! after that.... we went out to star gaze. cos there were a hell lot of stars there. it was really beautiful.

DAY 2

aunt jane and uncle tim made instant noodles for breakfast at their room for everybody. afterthat we called cabs to bring us to the out of the resort and to a little town nearby. it was 30RM/cab to and fro if i'm not wrong. me and bri were so hoping there was like a shopping center or somethin. but so much for goin out of the resort. it was all little shops. we walked around and as usual got LOADS of bubblegum. then we went to this restaurant and had our lunch. the adults were nuts! they ordered A LOT of dishes. i think its the first time in my life having so many dishes for lunch. thr were lobsters, fish, omelettes, hotplates, noodles, cockles and loads mo. yvett kept complaining how cruel we were to eat the lobster.... she's nuts. haha. when we headed back to the hotel, it was already late afternoon. wanted to tan abit but the sun wasn't strong enough and the pool side was pretty full. so we played volleyball at the resort's court.

and this was the best part, the sun went down and our folks arranged for us to go see fireflies. only all of us kids plus grandpa went b'cos the little boat could take up bout only 7 people,so the adults and grandma didn't go. the boat ride was really nice like it was cold and dark but you could still see the reddish sky on the west. soon we saw little lights glowing and twinkling on the mangroves. they were just like christmas lights! the man stopped the boat and we all started catching the fireflies and putting it into our plastic bags that we brought along. everyone were like competing to get the fireflies, and it was pretty scary cos the boat always seemed like it was gona rock over. after bout half an hour or more, we rode back to the resort. and i think i got the most fireflies! when we were back in the light, the fireflies looked just like cockroaches. had dinner and all, then in the end we decided to let the fireflies free :D

DAY 3

got up and realised it was too late to go cycling already. so went to wash up and

my fam had room delivery breakfast. the rest went for the breakfast buffet. haha. yve said they sneaked some pancakes out cos the buffet was about to end soon, and grandpa was like literally stuffing up his pockets. checked out and all that bout 12 and we headed to the yacht. stopped by a water house- i think its called a kelong or smth. the adults wanted to buy some fresh fish home. so we got down and some of em tried to fish for it. yve and me just sat at the little house, and she went complaining bout how mean it was to catch the fish. (but guess wud... she ate em too in the end haha) we caught bout 7 fishes in total. then set off home after. okay i'm really tired to continue, ill just let the pictures talk yeah?

xoxo

TMOZ RESULTS DAY!!!! :O :O :O
but i aint collectin it tmoz. gettin it only on mon, cuz i'll be goin to sabana(or however you spell it) by pap's boat. that's the best part bout that..
yve's family will be with us too! anotha awes thing.
my DADDY says: chill first before knowing da result. funny pap i have huh?
its just 3 days, i'll be back by saturday.
but still i'm gona miss baby like shit..... ouhh baby :(
anyways folks are screamin at me to sleep now. ugh.
be back on sat.
all da best guys!
:)



xoxo

okay i'm gettin reeeally lazyyy to blog these days. i knew this was comin.
oh well, everythin's same old same old.
my hand's healin like finally.
work is okay. fun only when i have to circulate stuff and run out of the office to talk to jan bland hui andrea and all...
durin the weekend i had pms and it sucks! i had really stupid thots that bland's changed and everythin between us is not da same anymore.
i even cried in ballet class and had colette trying to cheer me da whole time
bet she couldn't stand me sayin the same thing over and over.
thanks babe for puttin up with me. haha! luvvv ya.
and bland guessed its probably pms.
and yeah true enough, frrrreakin menses came the next day.
UGH.
but everythin's alright now (:
and today's our 2nd month. sharon sorta fired bland becuz he can't work till the end of the month due to the upcoming church camp we're going.
balls! so its work without you now baby :(
so i chatted with andrea and bby after i knocked off and waited for him to finish work.
then....... we headed to east coast had hk cafe :D and we just sat by the beach chat made out and he suddenly pulled out a little box. and i was like :O WHY DID U BUY A PRESENT? i didn't expect it but he was so sweet. it was a simple ring (: i feel so bad now cuz didn't get him anythin. sorrrry hun :(
but yeah i feel he's the best bf eva.
i luv you to bits!
okay gota work tmoz, tuckin in now.
fuckin cramps are killing me too.
hope i'll not be too lazy to blog again reaaaal soon.

xoxo

Hey babe, i think you're just having a thought that isnt true. neither of us like each other or whatsoever. and we hardly even know each other. i mean i guess you've been thinking way too much. i dont know how to make you see it but i think by ignoring him and stuff,and also by keeping things to yourself doesnt help. it makes things go...down yknow, worse actually. so yeah, i hope you'll realise soon dear.

anotha bad thing happened. i got my pay today and i went to deposit. firstly the machine rejected my notes, so i actually had to remove the dejected notes. but i didnt. and the next thing- my card got freakin RETAINED! wtf!@#$% stupid machine. i have to go to the bank tmoz before work. UGH. GRRRR.


what a bad day....
:(


we've been seeing each other pretty frequently.
all i know is that i grow deeply in luv with you every passing day.
but why do i feel we're drifting...?


mmm maybe im just being retarded.

xoxo

my hand still isnt gettin any better, it still bleeds and gets numb at times. should i see a doc?? i think he bit my vein. it feels like its aching and a little touch hurts bad. mayb ill become dog woman! just like how spider man got bitten by a spidey! omgomgomg :O

nooooooo.

ive got a phobia of knight now.

knight i still cant believe you did that! IM SAD :'(



okay today i got up at 9. i didnt go for ballet cuz i dont think i can dance with an injured hand, didnt go to church with mom either. cuz i followed bby to his church for the first time(im sucha good girlfriend) its my first time in a christian church too. catholic and christian mass/service are so different!

he headed of for work bout 1 plus and i went home to rest. tired....



met hui at parkway bout 7 after her work. and we headed to ecp's chalet for wenjia's birthdayyyy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! :)



okay my hand is hurting again.fuck.ugh..







tatas!



xoxo

hello world,
havent been bloggin for the past few days. so ill not be lazy and make a post today :D :D
okay so.. nth much has been happenin. just work and stuff.
on thurs, someone resigned from the men's dept and so sharon immediately asked me to call someone for replacement.
she gave priority to ME, hahhaha. sorry guys.
so i called bland up to come down for interview in the evening. and he started work on friday. and HAHA! he looked awfully cute in that workin suit ;)
i dont have work til next tues, but he does. poor thang.

so today...
i stayed home.
lil couzs/aikai all came over.
dad brought knight to the vet, cuz he had some infected wound on his leg.
poor boy..
BUT he's also a very EVIL MONSTER.
i was cleaning his neck and he went mad and freakin BIT ME HAND. i screamed and tried to free my poor hand.
it hurt really bad. but started to get all numb afterwuds..
told bland and he was like: 'mayb you tasted so good thats why he bit you.'
i was still crying and he could joke. mean ass....
hehe ouh wells.
i swear that dog's crazy. ill bet he'll bite someone's face someday.
my right hand has holes in it now. thrs one really deep one. its still bleedin):
and its hurting bad as i type.

played mahjong and baked cookies in the afternoon.
im gettin better at it:))
bby knocked off bout 6+, and came over. helped me apply med and changed the plasters.
he also helped me with the new layout. thnks hun :) had dinner..
then all of us headed to the playground and the kids were crazy as usual.
i couldnt play much cuz of my hand.
then bland and belle were like quareling bout some stupid stuff! REALLY CUTE. hahaha.
we got home at bout 9 and had mahjong again!
thats bout it for today....
now im gona rest my poor poor hand):

xoxo

Slept bout 4 plus last night. and i got up at 11. hmmm not bad....
so i got to work, today was pretty busy.pretty much promoters and registering and stuff. and i made a new fren there. haha she's a promoter from the men's department. she kept comin into the office and we chat chat and chat. and work is gettin pretty fun when i see my sch frens arnd who's workin in isetan too. if not it is DEAD BORING.
so yeah,
knocked off bout 6. suyin march and the rest were all already at parkway. rushed to meet em and we all ran in the stupid rain to katong for SHABU SHABU.
its suyin's birthday!
there were bout like 13 of us..
we pretty much like to go there becuz the top level is always empty and we can play a lil of food fight. haha.
ordered lots of food. balls balls fish beef beef beef beef prawn prawn prawn sausages chicken beef beef and more beef and more etc.. all thanks to willy. ass.
i was gawdamn full when i covered 3/4 of wad we ordered. then we had a lil food fight. the worst is when they threw freakin RAW prawn.
when we were almost done.. the lights suddenly went off(thats bcuz we were gettin rdy for e cake haha) and u know the usual.. asked eugene to carry the cake to her and w'all sang :D
liangyi and shili came to look for us LIKE FINALLY. then we chilled.....
then took a bus to march house.
and realised it was pretty late when my dad nagged.
so i run after bus 14 and got home.
thats bout it for today im lazy to blog now....

haha.